What a shame. But thus is the duality of man. Forever dwindling but never small enough to be extinguished. Always flawed with no hope of improving. Never finding a satisfying ending to the never ending race we call life. One can only hope for that brief moment where we can feel what it means to be happy, but that moment will never come. The closest we’ll ever get is quite mediocrity that slowly sucks away at your soul until one day we inevitably die leaving those we thought to be friends to forget and abandon us. One day they’ll die too thus completing the cycle of numbness that is living