ive always had a problem with pooping, since i was in the womb actually, but i just hate it. im chronically constipated, and it creates a cycle where it hurts to poop and then i get scared to go and then it hurts even more and so on. i’ve tried absolutely everything and nothing has ever worked, and now all i can do is just fucking accept i cant shit. and no one ever talks about how awful it feels to poop, i know not everyone is consipated but i don’t think anyone seriously enjoys the feeling of shit coming out of their ass. it baffles me that people aren’t scared every time they feel they have to shit, and can just walk to the bathroom and decide to go without battling their own mind. its awful, and i have to accept i’ll never get better either, im living with this my entire life. tl;dr I HATE SHITTING IT HURTS AND I DONT BELIEVE ANYONE WHO ENJOYS IT