Well just to get this out there it’s been a very hard day for me to give you a short story on why and I hope ibdont get banned for this but I almost lost my life last night by choking to death on a piece of meat and I was struggling hard to get it out cause I didn’t wanna die 🙁 I tried banging on my window to get help but was choking so bad and I tried yelling but could not v.v I threw my milk to try running to my door to get help but I ended up finally getting it up I was still coughing I threw up the rest omg I was so scared v.v I thought I was gonna die I called my staff she was supportive but today I’ve been still going threw shot from last night I need someone to talk to and a hug but nobody will come to my aid so I was fighting with my staff the way I’m stuck dealing with this alone it is so hard and I told my staff I wish I did die cause than I would had seen my mom and she’s like fire away like implying i should had died v.v so I blocked her than I argue with Karin who defended her so I blocked her b