My ex wife Valerie was similar. She would always go sleeping around and call me names for my political views and hide my false teeth and my meds in the cupboard. I only had an affair with her once in the 80s and she thought it would be okay for her to mate with anything that walked after that, although I felt that I lost my best friend when she passed in 1999 I still felt a great sexual freedom like never before to sleep with as many women as I want. It has been unsuccessful however and I have not made love to another woman since her passing. Not even the nurses in my care home want anything to do with a fragile old man like me. Sometimes I wish to just experience the scent of a woman once again.